the day

Today is the result released.
My result is expected, I failed.
I suppose to do remark but I don't know is the remark happened on me or not.

When I saw the result, expected is Basic Kitchen.
I thought it was real, and it came true.
I have to leave here if it is possible can't do remark.
I will still stay here, until the result review said I still can goes on..

My life here is already ended.
I don't want, this is not the ended I want.
I want a graduation, is wear a graduate cloth and the hat,
stand on the stage, my parents give me the flower.
Lecturer congrat me and my friends hug together with me.

Throw the hat together and shout everything is ended here.
But it is not come true.
I failed it. I need to remark.
I don't want everything stop here.
I believe in faith.
I believe God helps me..
So I pray.

Thanks God I failed my subject so I will try my best to study hard and graduate successfully.
I try not harder in my exam, but I try harder in my after roll exam.
No matter it is so hard, but I still remember what is going on myself.
Learn this lesson, because I don't want give up and destroy myself.
I have friend here, what's I realised.
I have a boy friend here, whom is a good guy to me, I know that.
I have some good lecturer here, because they try to help me, I noticed it.
God, Please let me pass the subject..
Let my continue my study no matter it is how harder, how evil like others,
I try not to be a person who is not believe in you, not to be a hardworking.
thank you to listening my prayer.
In Jesus name, I pray, Amen!