Homw sweet home *love* and *sad*

I miss my family since I study in Perak.
I miss my family because they're important.
I know too much things and guess you never experience this.
Leave my family along to study is a very difficult in my life but it's precious.

Today I'm back.
I saw mummy is happy and she prepared a bowl of chicken soup to me.
Unfortunately, I am full because of the food in air-plane.
Mum felt disappointed and asked me sleep early.
I know mum is tired and not feeling well.
She request massage and " gua sha" to me.
I accepted, of course.

When I help her massage, she felt painful.
Her muscle is just deeply hurt and pain.
I feel upset, no one staying with her since all of her children are studying or working outside country.

She feels happy because we tried to study or working hard.
She knows it.
Even she never experience it.

She told me someone close with her said all of her children are useless, because we are stupid.
Don't know how to study why still wanna study outside country?
Now I tell You, you ain't to say that because we are stupid in study.
God created you, and your mouth is not to say others at their back.
Do you ever try this feeling before?
Do you kno what is the feeling when you hear someone close with you is saying this?
I guess you NEVER.

You never know as a children, who wants to be a stupid child and can't give a proud to the parents?
Who wants to be a useless people while people says you are useless?
No one wants, included you.
So please, I begging you.
Thinking before you talk at the back, thinking what is the same things if it is turning to you.

Every parents wants their children be a clever boy so are you.
When people said your children are so useless, get married early, do you think you are still proud of it?
I bet you are not!Because you know how shame if the people said it, I think you know what is the feeling.
My mum too, she feels sad and upset when people says her children are stupid.
If We Are stupid, We won't graduate in SPM, Won't study so hard in College and Won't Work hard, earn money in outside country.

I promise, I swear. I won't let my mum get hurt anymore.
I will let you know, God created people is not created their evil heart, as you are His son, you know it.
God created me, even I'm not a perfect student, but I am His perfect child as my mum does too.
My parents and my brother and sisters will be the most happiness family in this world and do so in Heaven.
God is looking, He knows everything.